Well, considering I haven't used this much, I thought I should maybe get some more posting going on!
Yesterday I had an argument with one of my longest term friends. Funny thing is, she hasen't been much of a friend until the last few months, and even then, she has always come first.
Maturity is something that we all gain as we age, well at least most of us do. I recognise signs of this in myself for example. Yet she seems to show the hints and slip back straight away.
She has a very distorted view on the reality of a lot of things. That is because of one of two things: either she is a complete moron, or an evil genius. My guess being the latter, because boyyyy can she bitch!!
I've always been a friend to her, except a fall out we had in year 9, but that's another story for another time! Yet now she reckons i merely criticised her for my own good. I fail to see her logic here, and it is pretty obvious that I have been way too soft.
She treated me like crap since I've been friends with her, granted she has improved, but she still attention seeks like there is no tomorrow. She's said a few times that she is going to delete her Facebook profile and yet she remains on there, constantly posting 'woe is me' posts and getting her fair-weather friends complementing her, to boost her superficial ego. In half an hours time I am de-activating my Facebook profile, to prove to myself that I am stronger than her, and a few others like her. I need to build up what will power I have and progress in life. I am maturing and FB is stopping me reaching my potential. I'll miss it simply because it's like a habit!
I hope the next blog I do will be more positive, but I have three exams this month so I doubt it!
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