It's come to my attention that my last blog post was REALLY DEPRESSING. So I thought to myself Let's change that. Things are a lot better than the last badly-written string of thoughts made out. Although things with the mother aren't fantabulous, but that was always going to be the case when I've been away for months at University. I was living exactly how I wanted and now I have to help around a house of five people of all different ages as opposed to my halls flat of twelve 18-19 year old girls and soon to be house of four 19-20 year old ladies!
Well, for a start, I'm actually in a (mostly) happy, stable (ish), mature (...OK, maybe not) relationship. It's taken a while to steady it out properly and ...exclusify (not a word, but I don't really care) it, but now I actually have real faith in it and I am happy. I'm not about to write what is essentially a long love letter, because that sort of thing should really be reserved for their eyes only! It's a very private matter and as much as I want people to know that things are good, I don't think anyone wants/needs to know it all. Some of my closest friends will know a fair bit already but I don't want that to continue the way it has. Because it's ended up causing arguments not only in my relationship but within my friendship group and that isn't what I want.
Alsoooo...I KINDA SORTA HAVE A JOB. Kinda. Sorta. I'm basically signed up to a catering recruitment agency. They do silver service and concerts and shopwork and allllll sorts. It sounds great in theory but they have yet to give me some actual work since my basic SS training on Tuesday. I've also had other interviews arranged but I won't say any more in case they all go tits up. But hey, three years of getting upset and stressed and angry and god-knows-what-else-y about it has possibly payed off. It's nice.
Oh yeah, and I have three things later this year which are, pretty damned awesome. Numero Uno being that I shall be seeing Bill Bailey live for the second time in September....WOOH! I adore him. He's hilarious and brilliant! I saw him a few years ago in a sports hall in Penrith, Lake District. It was a lovely weekend and he was on top form. This time it's in the Lowry, Salford, which is closer to home and a nicer venue. I'm looking forward to it SOOOOOO much.
Number two: the bittersweet thing that is Matt Smith's penultimate (sob) performance as The Doctor in the 50th Anniversary of the show. DAVID TENNANT IS BACK. It promises to be pretty spectacular and I can't wait to watch it, whether it is in London, the local cinema or our front room. It's going to be amazing.
Annndddd number three. Can't really explain how amazing it is. Myself and my family are going to Australia in December. It is going to be AMAAAAAAAAZING. Christmas in the sun?! Yes, please! I loved it when we went in 2008 and we're going again but with better weather!! It's such a beautiful country and the family over there are great and always lovely.
So yeah, a bit of nagging is NOTHING compared to how the rest of this year is going to be. And that is without this summer! Possible BBQ, trip down south (x2, maybe, arrangements are a little understocked at the moment) and maybe working enough to actually afford life...always good. I also intend to drag my friends from home out a lot in the near future...hellooooooo days at Walton Gardens!
So that's good relationship, good friendships, mostly good home life, possible job and AMAZING holiday...not to mention studying my passion in life at uni and am dram on the side. Yes, everything is pretty great at the moment. It is easy to forget when something upsets or annoys me but really, I am happy and healthy and I've got a lot to look forward to.
Hello there, optimist Bekii, how're you? It has been a while...
And here I shall end this...I don't know what. Guten nacht, alles. BYE!
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